They keep ruining an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

It's so lame with the people monitoring me in private.

People won't admit I get treated like shit by some influential people.

They are just out to get me.

If I wonder if it's them, they say yes, and it's bad.

They just keep finding stuff to "go over.."  You know how that is with them about now..

It could just be me saying the stupid stuff they say all day every day.

They are just sitting there following along to turn me into crap.

I could sit here all day doing this the rest of my life, seems worthless.

Well, they did it saying we were both worthless to her and instead these mean people who want her to be inappropriately stimulated are good.

So, what is she and everyone like her daughter? or just me? I thought they said she was different..

They keep saying if her daughter is a certain way, then I'm a certain way and I therefore have just lost out.

People disrespect me if I get to talk to them, like I'm some kid born in the 1980s on some program.  Then, they use it as an excuse to say I don't deserve a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.  If I sense anything from her that could be suggestive, the people monitoring me in private go crazy and say something bad for me then.  It happens quite often.

They like to take what I say and said I said something else and should be ashamed of myself.

They sacrificed me for the social safety of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like a planned setup.

So, how is this, everyone thinks I'm shit now?

They're actually making fun of me because I didn't post about it, yet.

Why is Ohio so miserable!

They don't treat me like I'm good or matter or things so much, anymore.

An older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is supposed to have it smooth partly so it doesn't ruin our "relationship," but it seems she partially gave up on something or was blocked or would be otherwise.. even after that.  It's like she saved money for someone, like a child, and used it on herself since she had it anyway, not exactly but because she had to or someone else made it happen or did it, perhaps.

I'm gonna be tired again by the annoying noises the guy in charge of the group home is making in the kitchen.

The guy in charge at this home is finding excuses to talk with me to get at me.