I'm thinking hurtful things because of them.

They're playing around, like it's doing good.

If I try to forget about them, they talk to me.

They keep trying to make it feel like I cower to them.

They ruin my life if I think of bad words when they are mean to me.

They're trying to make me older than her like I did something and won't stop.

Everyone is cycling this shit all the time, and they just keep doing it.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is just a kid for good now.

They just threw my life away just like that.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with said she was like an empty kid and they spiked me up to shit.

There's always a made up problem.

It gets all over like everyone knows.

I keep getting bothered everywhere I go, and they keep hurting me for feeling upset.

They keep swearing I'm like people I don't like and then asking what they did and do it again.

THEY WON'T STOP.  THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR ALMOST 10 YEARS.

They keep acting wacky all over the place and get mad.

They keep trying to make me trash like I did something.

It didn't go away.

They're making me constantly fight a feeling they damaged my eggs.

They keep acting confident and doing wrong things to me.

They pretended to keep hurting my future kids so an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with can feel like a little kid.

So, yea, they are reporting private things to others to deal with or they think they'll find out, but it's probably still to make sure an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with doesn't get me too incessantly, like I am bad or did something or suggested something myself.

They pick at me for little things, like practically kill me if I sound tacky talking to myself, and then they hurt me a lot and I get in trouble for life if I get a little upset on the inside.

People are all participating like it's true I did something.

They think I have to listen and be tortured forever if I don't.

The cars outside think they can make decisions.

They were the ones testing me and being mean to me, and they are acting like I should feel embarrassed.

They think I have rebellion.

To them, nothing is a problem, if it's for me.

This is like all they ever do.  They are always being unnecessarily critical.  They think it pops up out of nowhere.

They're keeping me awake.

They said it's forever.

Ohio seemed friendlier at first.  I guess they are shit.

They were the ones who hurt me.

 Just like that, it's over and too bad for me.

They keep acting like someone is replacing an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with because I feel upset.

I can't get back to sleep.

I just turned off the fan because I was cold, and now there's all these noises in my ears and from cars saying things that ruin my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

The cars here were going crazy yesterday, and they think it's not okay if I was upset and what I thought.

They keep acting like the mom of someone else and are trapping this older lady from me.

They keep ruining it forever.

They keep ruining an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

It's so lame with the people monitoring me in private.

People won't admit I get treated like shit by some influential people.

They are just out to get me.

If I wonder if it's them, they say yes, and it's bad.

They just keep finding stuff to "go over.."  You know how that is with them about now..

It could just be me saying the stupid stuff they say all day every day.

They are just sitting there following along to turn me into crap.

I could sit here all day doing this the rest of my life, seems worthless.

Well, they did it saying we were both worthless to her and instead these mean people who want her to be inappropriately stimulated are good.

So, what is she and everyone like her daughter? or just me? I thought they said she was different..

They keep saying if her daughter is a certain way, then I'm a certain way and I therefore have just lost out.

People disrespect me if I get to talk to them, like I'm some kid born in the 1980s on some program.  Then, they use it as an excuse to say I don't deserve a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.  If I sense anything from her that could be suggestive, the people monitoring me in private go crazy and say something bad for me then.  It happens quite often.

They like to take what I say and said I said something else and should be ashamed of myself.

They sacrificed me for the social safety of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like a planned setup.

So, how is this, everyone thinks I'm shit now?

They're actually making fun of me because I didn't post about it, yet.

Why is Ohio so miserable!

They don't treat me like I'm good or matter or things so much, anymore.

An older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is supposed to have it smooth partly so it doesn't ruin our "relationship," but it seems she partially gave up on something or was blocked or would be otherwise.. even after that.  It's like she saved money for someone, like a child, and used it on herself since she had it anyway, not exactly but because she had to or someone else made it happen or did it, perhaps.

I'm gonna be tired again by the annoying noises the guy in charge of the group home is making in the kitchen.

The guy in charge at this home is finding excuses to talk with me to get at me.

Like that didn't just happen.

They've been nasty to me ever since I showed physical signs of anger in proximity of something to do with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  It's been nearly 4 months, almost 1/2 year.  It's been about 8 months since someone else has been involved and by one point in the way and still!  People used to try to upset me and I'd feel more aggressive etc.  So, it's like things don't matter for me.  It seems like a great offense to me.  They act like I still have my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady, but it seems like sometimes it's a static improvement with other bad aspects.  She still gets treated to get stimulated, while I suffer.  True, she said I get her, but I'm still suffering now.

People are being suggestive about being reminded of an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  How is this, anyway?

People won't stop beating me.

They said I won't get her or something else back, like I did something.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is the baby and covered up the evidence and went back and just said it after they said it wasn't.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop treating me to be crap.

They are making sure other people are involved in my life, just so it's "not always" an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with, like I did something and it became a problem from me, idealistic thinking on their part.

They even said it was over, maybe even like my "relationship" with an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have.  I was put down in something, too, like I'm no good.

The people monitoring me in private think everything is a problem.

They're being really mean to me.

The people monitoring me in private keep putting me in awkward positions and only react if I talk to them in my head sometimes when they won't stop.  They seem more confident and refreshed than I can be, for whatever reason.

They won't stop ruining my life.  When I try to concentrate on not feeling stupid, they interrupt me.

I don't think they're being a good influence, I feel less White.

They won't stop being ghey following my every move.

They said see I'm weak too.

They keep bugging me, hurting me in silly ways.

I'm not feeling as good, sometimes not but so much not, and here they are again.

All of a sudden everyone thought something that came up that I'm no good.  Like, only an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with should feel pleasure.  Why do they even know?

They just keep having it be all the time.

They just did something again.  They won't stop tiring me out so I can practice violin, too.

I don't feel like getting up because of what an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with might have done to make it not as good and supposedly was forced into for pleasure and to ruin it with me.

They keep trying to make me trash!

They keep going crazy that they strongly hurt something like they changed an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

So, I post and then I realize in the end I feel tired.

They insist I want to feel this way.

I'm trying to relax and wind down on the computer, but they keep jerking me around!  These people can't make decisions.  They're acting like how my dad ruined my life.

They're trying to ultimately ruin an older lady for me who I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

Stressed

They talk every time I load the computer page, no winding down. 

They keep suggesting things I feel uncomfortable about, like I look like someone else or I'm an animal or something.

I think a secret message formed that I would grow up to be trash.

I can't take refuge in the privacy of my home.

They keep ruining it for me if I'm thinking of something good and I think of a curse word for something that happens around then.

I can't do anything with them around.

They're getting silly and still being awkward and bemused.

They keep acting like I got myself in trouble.

They're just making fun of what's going on with me.

If I disagree with them, they do something to piss me off.  Like, if I think something upset about what they did and they're being awkward, like it's "fair game."  I'm alone and trying to do some fun things, as well as things I need to do.

Unproductive

I feel like I just want to get away from them because they're not being nice and talking in inappropriate situations primarily.

They keep telling me what to do like trash.

If it doesn't matter to them, why do they do that?

They are still doing it like I did something.

People won't stop and it got in the way.

They won't stop doing stuff.

They just wanna keep cancelling how in the end it will be okay for me with her, Ohio.

They did it in a twisted way like it meant something.  My life is retarded now.

What if they did it and pops up?

They won't stop because I post my problems online!

They found reasons to do it.

She probably really did it.  I can't live my life.

They won't stop.

I can't do anything on my computer without them bothering me.

They keep doing more stuff.

They did it and acted like they didn't.

They keep doing bad things in place of others.

Everyone keeps acting like I'm old and she's young.

It won't stop.

They keep going by bouncing along like it's okay when necessary;

Help!  My life!  They just did it.

People outside are doing it.

They might just be adding new things.

They think it doesn't matter.

They just think oh let's see if this mean thing I did to Christina created a bad reaction instead of agreement and mess in the process intended. 

They said she changed into it and the whole thing is messed up, like I did something.

They won't stop making it reality.

They said they really did it after they said they didn't..

They're messing with me, like it's never okay and changing an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with!

Everyone's being suggestive, like we "need" to do things for this older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with, like in her 60s she's a little kid or a young adult like me, instead.  They think we need to get on her level and understand her.  She was just here to have a "relationship" with me in a regard, and all this chaos ensues.  She has it good in many ways, this may seem like an improvement, but maybe some things just aren't.  These people are being inappropriate and want to suck out her soul and say she's not even all that, to annoy me and hurt who she is.

There are a lotta mean African Americans in Cleveland etc.  What's worse, I can't relax at home when I go on my laptop because the people monitoring me in private seem tippy like they're, no offense and not trying to be rude at all, but they aren't able to think and make decisions independently, like other people I know, and they're the ones there I pay attention to when diverted, but eventually they put an annoying guise of an older Australian lady to replace an older European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  It's not a nice statistic and is disgusting behavior that may be forced to seem supported by the European lady or "worked out" in "working condition" to, like I was a joke but it could have been a lot of work with great reward.  I don't "believe" that.

People in the area are so retarded, and the people monitoring me in private are going where they seem not to be able to go and insist this game.

They keep saying they did it this time and try to call out to her and affect her, just following orders.

 How can the way this shit has gone on possibly be "better?"

They're just copying what people did before, even if they French around with the meaning.

People won't stop ruining my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.  They just think I'm in trouble.  I'm not sure why people don't think the world has any problems outside of things like global warming.

I'm better, they're just doing shit on the side.

Some people here are just trying to make me worry what others do to an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with?

Why am I not supposed to even think of curse words and the word "kill" etc.?

Why not make reparations from those who said those words outloud like crazy like they're all that and had an excuse?  I'm really in a bad situation and a good person, but it could be the end if I accidentally think of one of those words mainly because people before did it.  I don't think they're good to think, but I feel watched and pressured and they fit.  No, though, I myself chose not to use or think those words if possible.

People actually believe an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is better because she is a Late Boomer and from Europe.

What if Ohio cracked her?

They just keep making more problems and being fussy about what I think about an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like wow they did it.  Most of the people around here are Black and weird.

Every day, they act like someone is doing something instead of this older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with.

So, I am trapped in what I eat and how I live, but people are watching me in private and reporting it's not that amazing, while others "get away with it," that suddenly they can call me shit.

They keep ruining my life to follow a superstition someone blurted out once that, if something now even the slight bit disagreeable happen in proximity to something important to me, it is ruined but forever now.

They look foolish acting like I brought this upon myself.  I hope they don't need to lose their job.  They're probably sitting there mellow already all decided.

Why do I have to put up with this shit?

They're telling me I have to do miserable things forever!...

The people in Ohio won't stop something now I'm here...

What do I do if there's no escape even when I left Orlando?

It seems the guise of Ellen DeGeneres started this fake insecurity, that I'm bad and need to be punished this way..

The people in Ohio are pushing to inappropriately stimulate an older Late Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

When she tries to deflect it and be nice to me, they pushed more and more.

When something bad happens to me, they push it on her to be sorry for.

People won't stop...

They popped up like something was terribly wrong, don't know if it was the public or to do with pepole monitoring me in private.

The people in charge here are mean.

They just keep going.

They just keep saying I'm bad.

It seems like it won't stop..

It seemed like they did something after I posted that.

The people monitoring me in private just make things worse when they're already dire.  What liars.

Why the Hell should I put up with this?

I wonder if they treat everyone like this.

The people in the group home are mean.

Well, I caught them.

Not sure if it was instinct, but today was an exciting day to sign up for church choir, but I was upset by them.