Wednesday, June 16, 2021

I'm thinking hurtful things because of them.

They're playing around, like it's doing good.

If I try to forget about them, they talk to me.

They keep trying to make it feel like I cower to them.

They ruin my life if I think of bad words when they are mean to me.

They're trying to make me older than her like I did something and won't stop.

Everyone is cycling this shit all the time, and they just keep doing it.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is just a kid for good now.

They just threw my life away just like that.

They said an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with said she was like an empty kid and they spiked me up to shit.

There's always a made up problem.

It gets all over like everyone knows.

I keep getting bothered everywhere I go, and they keep hurting me for feeling upset.

They keep swearing I'm like people I don't like and then asking what they did and do it again.

THEY WON'T STOP.  THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR ALMOST 10 YEARS.

They keep acting wacky all over the place and get mad.

They keep trying to make me trash like I did something.

It didn't go away.

They're making me constantly fight a feeling they damaged my eggs.

They keep acting confident and doing wrong things to me.

They pretended to keep hurting my future kids so an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with can feel like a little kid.

So, yea, they are reporting private things to others to deal with or they think they'll find out, but it's probably still to make sure an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with doesn't get me too incessantly, like I am bad or did something or suggested something myself.

They pick at me for little things, like practically kill me if I sound tacky talking to myself, and then they hurt me a lot and I get in trouble for life if I get a little upset on the inside.

People are all participating like it's true I did something.

They think I have to listen and be tortured forever if I don't.

The cars outside think they can make decisions.

They were the ones testing me and being mean to me, and they are acting like I should feel embarrassed.

They think I have rebellion.

To them, nothing is a problem, if it's for me.

This is like all they ever do.  They are always being unnecessarily critical.  They think it pops up out of nowhere.

They're keeping me awake.

They said it's forever.

Ohio seemed friendlier at first.  I guess they are shit.

They were the ones who hurt me.

 Just like that, it's over and too bad for me.

They keep acting like someone is replacing an older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with because I feel upset.

I can't get back to sleep.

I just turned off the fan because I was cold, and now there's all these noises in my ears and from cars saying things that ruin my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with an older lady.

The cars here were going crazy yesterday, and they think it's not okay if I was upset and what I thought.

They keep acting like the mom of someone else and are trapping this older lady from me.

They keep ruining it forever.